Friday, September 10, 2010

September 10, 2010

I love you sweet girl. Its hard to believe that you have been gone for as long as you have. It would seem that this is all a huge nightmare. The days are long and the nights longer. I miss you and I will see you soon.

I love you to the moon and back.
Mommy

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Your birthday

A Special Birthday
(author unknown)
Please God, make them remember that
Today is a special, birthday.
Make them understand that
The memories don't go away.
Bless them, with ears to hear and hearts that care.
Enable them to listen while I share.
Shelter them that they may never know my pain.
Help them to help me know that my child's life was not in vain.
Help them to remember, Lord that I wish
That my child was here
So we could still celebrate.
To understand that I still
Feel the nearness of my child.
To see beyond my smile and the
Words. "I'm okay."
Please God, just let one remember today
Is a special birthday!

____________________

Many happy returns on the day of thy birth
May sunshine and happiness be given
And may the Dear Lord prepare you on earth
For the beautiful birthday in heaven.

So loved and missed by all.
Happy 13th Birthday, Sarah Elizabeth Council
7/22/97-5/21/09

Sunday, June 20, 2010

June 20, 2010

My Dearest Sarah

Its been awhile since I have written to you. Its so hard to not think about you each day. I try not to to be honest because it just hurts so bad. I feel so lost without you still. I try so hard to get on with things but its hard. We went on vacation this year. I so wish you had been there. I know you would have enjoyed it. Emma is growing so fast. You would really love to be with her now. She likes to play games and stuff with Daddy. Andrew misses you so. He has grown up so much over this past year. It won't be long and school will start again. Your friends at school are growing up so much too. I know that you are in Heaven watching us all. I do hope you are enjoying your self. I can't wait to see you again. I can't wait to hear all the stories that you will want to share.

I love you to the moon and back
Mommy

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Letter from God

"My dear one,


You are not alone. I am with you. I have loved you since before you were born. I was with you though all the hurt and pain. Only I understand how you feel inside. I am with you. I will go through this time with you. I can bring you through it. Ask Me to help you. I have a wonderful plan for your life.


Search for Me.


I will never let you go."


.............Love, God.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010