August 5, 2011

Dear Sarah

I can't help but to be depressed these days. School starts Tuesday. It makes my heart so sad to know that you will not be joining your friends in 9th grade. That is still classified as jr high at LCS but in my book its high school. I wonder just how beautiful you would be? How pretty your smile would be? How you would wear your hair? How you would be around your friends? Would you have a boy friend? Those answers are not important and I realize this. The only thing that is important is that we must first and foremost always put our Savior first.

I love you sweet girl with all of my heart.
Mommy

July 31, 2011

Long time no see,

Well today has been another one of those days. You know that kind of day where nothing really works as you plan. I don't know why I can't get my act together anymore. I still do the same stuff and I still pray for things and I do believe in the Father above. My only thing is is when can I get a break? You know how hard I work. You know how hard it is for me now. I just want to know when? I don't eat the things I used to eat. I have lost right at 50 pounds. I know you are proud of me. I so want you to look down and be proud of me. I want to be with you again one day. Please think of me sweet girl. My healt is not as good as it used to be. I have problems with what I do eat. My stomach is on strike I guess. LOL. I will go to the doctor as soon as I get insurance.

I love you sweet girl. I promise to write you again everyday.

To the moon and back!
Mommy