Long time no see,
Well today has been another one of those days. You know that kind of day where nothing really works as you plan. I don't know why I can't get my act together anymore. I still do the same stuff and I still pray for things and I do believe in the Father above. My only thing is is when can I get a break? You know how hard I work. You know how hard it is for me now. I just want to know when? I don't eat the things I used to eat. I have lost right at 50 pounds. I know you are proud of me. I so want you to look down and be proud of me. I want to be with you again one day. Please think of me sweet girl. My healt is not as good as it used to be. I have problems with what I do eat. My stomach is on strike I guess. LOL. I will go to the doctor as soon as I get insurance.
I love you sweet girl. I promise to write you again everyday.
To the moon and back!
Mommy
