My dearest sweet Sarah
I so wish you were here with me. We are having some major issues right now with your brother. He doesn't want to learn. He doesn't want to do much of anything. I think he needs you. I know that he does. Its so not fair that they have to endure all of this. Please let him know that you are with him. That you love him and that he is smart and kind and loving.
I love you so much
Mommy
Monday, September 28, 2009
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September 18, 2009
Day 121
Dearest Sarah
Well Andrew is still sick. He is eating again. His cough is worse and he just acts like he feels bad. I feel bad for him. I am tired but I am ok. Its been awhile since we talked, I mean really talked. There are so many things I had to tell you. I wish things could have been different when you were so sick in the hospital. I wish I could have made it easier for you. You hurt so bad. Those doctors didn't see those seizures like I did. I always worried about that. I had so much faith that you would be ok. That you would be that dreaded disease. Now you have. You are home. You are with Jesus. Is it everything you ever wanted? Is it as nice as people have wrote. Are you ok? I wish I knew that you were. I know in my heart that you are. I just wish I had some idea. What is it like? I think I am getting what Andrew has so you know me, I am awake and its late. My throat hurts and I just feel very tired. I guess I should try to rest. I wish there was some way that you could show me that you are ok. Maybe a dream. I will pray that Jesus helps me see you in Heaven in my dreams. I will see you soon.
I love you to the moon and back,
Mommy
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Dearest Sarah
Well Andrew is still sick. He is eating again. His cough is worse and he just acts like he feels bad. I feel bad for him. I am tired but I am ok. Its been awhile since we talked, I mean really talked. There are so many things I had to tell you. I wish things could have been different when you were so sick in the hospital. I wish I could have made it easier for you. You hurt so bad. Those doctors didn't see those seizures like I did. I always worried about that. I had so much faith that you would be ok. That you would be that dreaded disease. Now you have. You are home. You are with Jesus. Is it everything you ever wanted? Is it as nice as people have wrote. Are you ok? I wish I knew that you were. I know in my heart that you are. I just wish I had some idea. What is it like? I think I am getting what Andrew has so you know me, I am awake and its late. My throat hurts and I just feel very tired. I guess I should try to rest. I wish there was some way that you could show me that you are ok. Maybe a dream. I will pray that Jesus helps me see you in Heaven in my dreams. I will see you soon.
I love you to the moon and back,
Mommy
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
September 17, 2009
Day 120
Dearest Sarah
It just turned midnight here. That means its been 4 months since you went to Heaven. Boy it seems like an eternity. I miss you so much. It hurts so bad when I think about things. I am ok. I read a lot now. It helps me not think about missing you. There are times that I just hate life itself. Its just because you are no here right now. I know you are in a much better place but I still can't help to miss you!
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Dearest Sarah
It just turned midnight here. That means its been 4 months since you went to Heaven. Boy it seems like an eternity. I miss you so much. It hurts so bad when I think about things. I am ok. I read a lot now. It helps me not think about missing you. There are times that I just hate life itself. Its just because you are no here right now. I know you are in a much better place but I still can't help to miss you!
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