Saturday, September 19, 2009

September 18, 2009

Day 121


Dearest Sarah

Well Andrew is still sick. He is eating again. His cough is worse and he just acts like he feels bad. I feel bad for him. I am tired but I am ok. Its been awhile since we talked, I mean really talked. There are so many things I had to tell you. I wish things could have been different when you were so sick in the hospital. I wish I could have made it easier for you. You hurt so bad. Those doctors didn't see those seizures like I did. I always worried about that. I had so much faith that you would be ok. That you would be that dreaded disease. Now you have. You are home. You are with Jesus. Is it everything you ever wanted? Is it as nice as people have wrote. Are you ok? I wish I knew that you were. I know in my heart that you are. I just wish I had some idea. What is it like? I think I am getting what Andrew has so you know me, I am awake and its late. My throat hurts and I just feel very tired. I guess I should try to rest. I wish there was some way that you could show me that you are ok. Maybe a dream. I will pray that Jesus helps me see you in Heaven in my dreams. I will see you soon.

I love you to the moon and back,

Mommy
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