October 25, 2009

Day 158


Dear Sarah

Been writing you a lot lately in my journal. I am not sure what to say any more. I do know that I do miss you so very much. Someone told me about this song.

Steven Curtis Chapman

Speechless (1999)

With Hope



this is not at all how

we thought it was supposed to be

we had so many plans for you

we had so many dreams

and now you've gone away

and left us with the memories of your smile

and nothing we can say

and nothing we can do

can take away the pain

the pain of losing you but



we can cry with hope

we can say goodbye with hope

'cause we know our goodbye is not the end oh no

and we can grieve with hope

'cause we believe with hope

there's a place by god's grace

there's a place where we'll see your face again

we'll see your face again



and never have i known

anything so hard to understand

and never have i questioned more

the wisdom of god's plan

but through the cloud of tears

i see the father's smile and say well done

and i imagine you

where you wanted most to be

seeing all your dreams come true

'cause now you're home

and now you're free and



we have this hope as an anchor

'cause we believe that everything

god promised us is true so



we wait with hope

and we ache with hope

we hold on with hope

we let go with hope





With love and hope for the future.... With love and understanding....

God bless you my sweet darling.... You are missed and still with me...



I love you to the moon and back!

mom